I am determined to write every single day for the entire month of October, but I admit that I am at a loss today.
Nothing is calling out to me. I have lost words flitting through my mind without connection or coherence.
I know things that I want to write about and will…. I know other things that I want to write about and cannot.
I have this mental image of myself being held hostage with my mouth sealed with duct tape so I cannot speak and hands bound so I cannot write all these feelings and stories I want to share.
Will this happen next month when I will be writing around 1,500 words a day to participate in the NaNoWriMo? Will there be days when my characters refuse to speak to me? What about days when my characters get too close to the truths that I don’t want being recognized?
I have written today. I placed my fingers on the keyboard and words jerked out onto the screen in bits and pieces.
xoxo ~ Melissa